The last several weeks have been particularly difficult and dark for me. I have been in a deep, dark hole in my mind and can't seem to get out of it. The only time I get relief is for the too brief moments when I visit with, play with, hold or otherwise interact with my grand children, and to a significant, but lesser degree, my children. Without them in my life, I might as well just be gone - poof!
I am so sad, so tired. I can't even think, but in the links below, find some measure of how I'm feeling. Sometimes I don't think I can continue, sometimes it seems easier. Tonight, it's rough - I just want to be done.
Here's a link to 2 of my poems in particular that reflect how I'm feeling:
How Long?
And this is how I describe the deep depression which is turning out to be a challenge I can't seem to overcome ...
The Beast Within
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